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September 19 Been so longIt's been so long since i wrote here.. been really busy with life, graduation, boyfriend (or should i say ex-bf), and most important of all WORK!!!
Finally i graduated got a job... it's been only 3 months with this job and i'm already thinking i want go back and study... Work have been tough especially when u have 2 boss... BIG boss and SMALL boss... Both have different ideas but the 1 that i feel like killing is the BIG FAT BOSS... If the government were to give us a day to kill somebody and do not have to face the music of law I will definitely kill him... Well at least i get paid every month... That is wat keeps me going every month... Well till next time... or should i say the next blue moon?? May 28 Bloody Low LIFE!!! HELL!!! my car was scratched by some idiotic low life... it was ok if he just scratch it but he added some graffiti of his to my car...such an uncivilized move.. and might i add it is not a good graffiti at all.. it says "FUCK OFF"... i'm so pissed off right now.. i just don't know wat to do... if i get the chance to know who did it i will scratch his car till it is unrecognizeable!!! Fucking idiot.. i'm going to curse him every night b4 i sleep and everytime i remember about this incident... praying that wit me cursing he won't have a good night sleep at all and has bad luck all the time... hehe... alright... feeling a little better now... just still not in a happy mood.... April 12 why? will it be over soon?it's been so long since i wrote anything in this space... life have been hectic for me... lots of things happened since i stop writing here... i lost me hp...
 which is really really crappy... lots of others la... don't really wanna talk about it... anyways.. i'm feeling really really frustrated now... i was not thinking straight.. i don't know wat i'm doing now is correct or not.. but tis is a secret i willl have to bring to the grave... don't worry i'm not talking bout drugs or anything that u might be thinking.. but.. hell no one will noe about tis... hehe... hm... i guess that is y i'm writing in this space.. i'm just looking for a way to express it out.. without any strings attached to it... no one to ask for advice anymore..  hm..hoping and praying that i've made the correct decision.. kneeling and praying that this will not turn back and hurt me in anyways... well i've said enough... till another dark moon befalls me... tata... February 11 Dark...don't know why but i'm feeling really really really dark these days... mayb it is hormones but what the crap... just came back "home" so 1st thing i did was to quickly add something in this place... it's been empty so long like me... well at least now it is fresh wit a new blog but i'm still as empty as a black hole...
nothing to crap about.. so bye...  December 28 huh... skool going to start...oh my gosh... skool going to start aledi... now the lazy feeling is going to come creeping up on me again... after a few anxious days at skool the feeling of laziness is going to really cover up all the emotions in my life... hehe... that's life is it not??
after more than a week of vanishing.. hehe.. i'm back.. went to china.. quite happy that i got to shop there... but still it is quite expensive also... u noe how ppl just let their guards down because they think that they can bargain... bought back quite a lot of things and now the suffering is going to begin.. hehe.. |
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